today was a much better day than yesterday… yesterday i was a big mess. after 5 hours of sleep in the past two nights combined.  the first time i didn’t eat anything all day.  finally ate dinner tonight.  phew.  friends being amazingly supportive really helps a lot.  if i had no one to talk to i would probably go crazy.

i don’t know how i feel about him contacting me… in part it makes me feel better cuz at least i know i’m in his thoughts… but the other part…. i dunno… i guess it helps me get over him… oddly enough.

time for family guy!!!