today was a much better day than yesterday… yesterday i was a big mess. after 5 hours of sleep in the past two nights combined. the first time i didn’t eat anything all day. finally ate dinner tonight. phew. friends being amazingly supportive really helps a lot. if i had no one to talk to i would probably go crazy.
i don’t know how i feel about him contacting me… in part it makes me feel better cuz at least i know i’m in his thoughts… but the other part…. i dunno… i guess it helps me get over him… oddly enough.
time for family guy!!!