Been chilling at home the whole week… mostly on my bed… i even moved my laptop from my desk to here. :p
I wonder if medication makes you more moody… i’ve been feeling very sensitive to feedback and recently, i’ve also started feeling like i’m an evil evil person… i don’t think people realise when they say stuff that’s hurtful… maybe they don’t think it is… buuuut… ugh, yes, everyone judges, but that mere fact doesn’t automatically make me comfortable being under the big fat googly eyes of judgment. i think i spelt that wrong….
or maybe it’s just me. maybe i AM just a bad person who owes every freaking person on this world an apology for all the horrible things i’ve done, and done intentionally, to them. My apologies.
I should get out of my house before I go insane… or drown in this ever-growing pool of self-pity… maybe that’s just how life is… you step out of line, you get that slapped in your face like you’ve commited an immortal sin… i guess i should stop whining about it …
At least i have sis. 🙂